Menanges Day :'[

today was actually my dumb day ,yeah aku tk thu lah tapi aku rasa mcm hari ni ,uurrgghh I hate today ,sebab

1. mak aku kata aku terok

2. I miss him

3. quarrel with Diniy

fr the first reason , hmm tadi pukul 2 lebihh ,kakak aku tgah mandi then mak aku masuk bilik and die nampak aku tgah baring menghadap laptop ,dgn tak mandinya lagi and dgn sengajanya die kata "eeii terok lah kamu ni" then die pon kelua from my room ,seriously aku terase kot :[ korang rasa ape kalau yr own mum said tht you're terrible sebab just tak mandi ,bukan aku tak naknmandi masalahnya kakak aku tgah mandi takkan aku nak mandi dgn die ,grr brr ,serious kot tension wehh :[ then aku pegi klua dgn perasaan bengangnye ,aku menanges dekat mak aku and kata "kenapa cakap Tyra terok ?just sebab tak mandi ?oh makk ,Tyra tension kot mcm nii !takkan nak mandi dgn Kak Dayah ,eeii kejap lagi Tyra mandi lah ,serious tension kot ," then mak aku just gelakk ,grr brr -.-

fr the 2nd reason ,okay ni memang buat aku menanges ,tadi time aku hanta kakak aku pegi railway station sebab die nak balik kL ,aku nampak bas PLKN ,ada lah some guys there ,aku menanges sebab aku teringatkan Paan ,dah lah time tu lagu Back To December-Taylor Swift ,perrhh memang menanges lah dalam kreta tadi tp cover sbb takut papa or mama nampak ,but I can't stop my tears from falling down ,honestly memang aku rindu dekat die lagi ,although aku dah janji dgn Diniy not to feel sad anymore but I can't ,I still love him sayangg ,I'm sorry yea .I'll try to frget him :]

and the third reason ,sbb aku err yeahh adaa sedikit problem dgn Diniy ,tadi aku klua ahh kejap enn ,tak bawak phone ,then balik2 tgok ade misscall and text from him ,and aku pon cepat2 lah reply kata "bie ,I'm sorry baby klua tadi tak bawak phone "then die mcm marah je ,aku cakap lah , bukannya sengajaa ,then die kata ,"hmm tak sengajalahh sangat" and i replied it with "betollah bukannya sengajaa ,tk sengajaa ahh" and he said ,"hmm ye lah sory" aku time tu dah lah tk de mood enn ,so aku teros reply "dah lah bye la ,tk de mood ni ,don't reply my text ,bye" haa aku memang ego enn ,ego menguasai dirii aku ,sory sayang ,I knew I'm wrong ,I didn't mean to do it ,sorry yea bie ,I know you care bout me ,but tht moment i was really not in the mood ,sorry sayang ,I hope you'll frgive me :'[ trust me ,I LOVE YOU DINIY ,