forgetting ,

I'm trying to forget him , trying to hate him , but i can't , because I'm too loving him , he's my everything , i've to accept the fact that he doesn't love me anymore , it's hard fr me to accept it , but i have to . I love him , so much , really :[

aku sayang kau Paan , tapi kau kata makin lama rasa sayang kau dekat aku kurang , and its the reason why you ask fr break up , kau tahu tak , walaupun kau berjauhan dgn aku , aku tak pernah rasa kurang sayang dekat kau pon , sikit pon tak , grr brr . I tried to forget you , but it's not working , trust me , it's not that easy , it'll take a long time just to feel alright . I love you :[ this will be the last time you hear it from me , because from now on , i will hate you , maybe till my last breath . It's not tht i've no huminity at all , doesn't have feelings or wht , I'm just can't believe tht you ask for broke up only fr the most stupid reasons , it really hurts me , really really hurts me , this is me , susah kalau aku dah sayangg orang , susah fr me to let him go , it's really hard man , oh God , only You know how much i love him :'[

Diniy , sorry yea tak layan you sangat hari ni , I tak de mood sangat , seriously , I bukan tak nak text you , but seriously I memang tak de mood , sorry yea bie :[ Diniy is not my boyfie okay , die just care bout me , die selalu happykan aku , yeahh thnks :]