why ? :'(

kenapaa ? why ? aku sedeyh tahu takk , now, it's 4.17 a.m , i'm cryingg fr youu biee .knp todayy you mcm nii ? from tgah harii , you tak text i , then bile i text you , u took one hour to reply ''ohh bbie , heyy , bb bru bgun tidur yea ?'' if you busy sekali pon , bgthu lah you busy , don't make me waiting ! dalam kepale otak i fikir you text girls laen , busy dgn org laen thu takk :'( . then bile you kate you teman kawan u pegii JJ tolg carikan die keje , baru lah okay sikiit , then you reply text i lambat sgt ! then time malam pulak u text i , baru lah cepat sikit u reply :') . hee then u kate text dlm fb je , then lepas tu skype pulakk . hee but what dissapoint me is , when u said u nak off dah , padehal baruu pukull 1 lebeyhh :'( , i tak thu ape yg u buad , knp penat sgt . semalam u pg Teluk Batik pon kite skype lame . mulelah i fikir bukan2 , maybe u nak video call dgn prempuan lain , or nak otp with s'mone else :( . I don't know wht's wrong with you today , seriously i'm hurt :'( .

Paan 1.36 a.m : bby jgn tido lewat yea
Tyra 1.38 a.m : hmm okay , ily bie :(
Paan 2.08 a.m : ilyt , why sad ?
Tyra 2.08 a.m : entah , tak de apelah . pegi la tido , bye
Paan 2.11 a.m : bby , jgn mcm nie , npee ni ?
Tyra 2.13 a.m : nothing , sorryy kcou , i knew u're tired
Paan 2.14 a.m : emm if that's so okayy , nite sygg , ily

only god knows what i feel right now :( i'm afraid if u're contacting with another person , i just don't want to loose you bie , iloveyousomuch :(